when it happens we will be unable to move//we've been unready this whole time (17)

ground to the bottom with terrorists attacks & guess we will boil soon

here in the unsoapable corner of a coffee cup we huddle from coverup

wipe soot sludge Los Angeles eyes

syrupy grit you can't see up close a grey day but not really

anyway we're waiting for something like catastrophic

we all know it's going to happen 

that it wasn't just what happened yesterday

 it doesn’t smell, but you can still kind of feel it on you after you touch it

,,deep rest”

but a natural phenomenon of self-inflicted human dishonesty & thoughtlessness led to global catastrophe. It’s perfectly reasonable, and psychiatrists//therapists need to reflect that. ‘No, I don’t want Wellbutrin’ but the pharmacist’s warning about its speedy effects were enticing.

Murder literally everywhere around the globe. 

And a goddamn snarl at the butt. Swear to god.

on hills cluster 
filling secretarial
ecstatic coverup 
soon a surgery

yo sin cojone

 the policeman knelt on the person's spine and shot him in the back of the head

experiment 243: colorín colorado

hold out
green jeep 

stripped mud rut

desert road

how dare we remember
our freedom

this is what we chose
mud rut desert road

tequila bottles no seat belts no doors

Baby I Want to Tell You How Much Like That Ice In the Measuring Cup I Am

hard and mean
jailbird fag-out
force of cock
baby tried something new
hurt myself and everyone around me

take a long shitty breath
for fashion the people
who slide around it

your heart will be torn out
improbably
again

baby they're not going to stand around
for your lamentations

the world will churn
merciless

yet i cling to the sides
wind pattern regardless
of my sinuses

brutal baby
show us the black eye