Friday, May 6, 2016

Found, from some time ago--

OLD AGE: inevitable outcome of anyone who lives long enough, degenerated appearance, slowed functioning, increased isolation, sees the rest of the world & one’s small place in it, studying others, looks outward, negates the pain of self in favor of helping others.
REALIZATION MOMENT: Learns of universal, shared patterns of aging as displayed by the body, wasting away, realizes intention can shape the body, sees patterns in one’s own life & realizes the ability to change them, realization of time horizon--terror in the face of death vs. reaching out to others & seeing one’s identity is not solitary. Increased appreciation for others, for specifics, for small things. (remember the last scene of Paris is Burning?)


Isolation & viewing others as general things to use, destructive patterns---->Physical aging, personal realizations of action/consequence--->Realized ability to control the present & future.

What if we, as _________ “were always there?”

Saturday, April 23, 2016

experiment 213: you have to be joking

One long yawn, life,
yarn wifespun,

a strong lawn she’d mown
over anthills (anywaygraves),

keep thinkin’ bout
how I never did fit
the neighborhood

the freaks,
let them live for me
evercool—

what time was it?
was it 
the morning
when i
decided to marry,

full cock bigger,
Washington
& life in a suit
o god
am I the god who

left TV on all day thru night?
Might
leave the microwave

on, too.

experiment 212: spirit in the sky (attempt II, for Chris Tyler)

o bb lemme try & hold
on to you or something at least a sleeve
through the New Sincerity
& puke my admiration at you—
world of love & laughter or something
chronic depression jo
throwaway awakenings on hollywood & vine

acting like we’re alive & living
or something written wot a waste lol
unless—

oops!
o grey world w/all these fucking ppl in it
something something

& the phalluses we can’t help but
worship we suck cock
& try to topple it

& o we laugh play dad but mother—

& no way! us? we’re still smiling or something!

Saturday, April 9, 2016

screen asks


i don't think; 31, i'm 31 hi.

HA HEP HEP HEP HEP HAHA
how big yo dick is boy

idk. i really dk.

I WASN'T WAVING GOODBYE I WAS SAYING HELLO

wyd?

listening to japanther,
folding laundry.





Thursday, April 7, 2016

experiment 211: waterfalls

strong men deal with the daily


yoni or river of masculine

determination a habit unthought

unsung quiet erosion useless


sediment packed around what glows



sculpture a taking away